Happy New year’s eve... i guess... haha all my friends are out... and im sitting at home... still debating on what to do tonite. Maybe I’ll just stay at home... but then again... there is the party in Newport... haha oh wells... but all in all i have to say that im thank for what everthing that is going on in my life at this moment.. :) Even though i will not mention the names of people but i have a few things to say to them. So here it goes...
1. I truly and dearly care for you... you brighten up my day when i see you and always make me laugh... u dont' know that i have feelings for you... but i think that its better that way... i know that u will always be honest with me. And take care of me when it’s in the time of need... i can't say that i love you... but i heart u sooo much!!! Muah...
2. you are my best friend in the whole world... although i barely call you... i think about you all the time... your there for me always.. and i love you for that... its funny cause even though something is wrong.. And i don’t' want to mention or say it... u ALWAYS can tell that something is up... what more could a friend as for...you know that i will be there for you in your time of need... i will make it a point to see you at least once a week.... i'll personally go to Fullerton just to say hello and give you a hug!!!
3. Man... what do i say to you? how could i hang out with somebody soo much yet not know their favorite color??? haha just by reading that u know who you are...i worry about what will come of us as we get older.. well we still stay as close are we are now...or drift apart later??? Its weird cause we know all the little details about each other but not the main ones like our favorite food or favorite candy... but its okay cause each and every day we learn something new about each other and i guess its better that way... uh?
4. I don’t' even know how to start with you. I thought that you were soo cool when i met you... and then we just stopped talking... then we started again and then all was well... again. It’s like we always go into the same cycle. Talk... then stop... then talk... then stop... but this time... i don’t want to go though that anymore... its either we talk and stay friends... and keep talking.. Or just stop for good. Cause you send mix signals all the time. First were cool and then its like im not there. And im tired of that. I should say this to you in person. But i get all frustrated inside and don’t' get to say what i really want to say. Gosh you’re an ass!
5. u. u u. u it’s always about you. And seriously you need to quite that. I know that im self indulgent... but not when it comes to hurting other people's feelings. And we'll just say that you’re the master at that. Although you personally never hurt mine, because you never got the chance to... but you hurt somebody soo close to me... u put my friend though an emotional rollercoaster. And that friend seems to always be in a rut! U say what you want for the moment. But never think about the consequences that it will produce later. U only think of yourself and your feelings... it takes two to tango but not two to ruin a life. I worry about my friend to death and its all because of the actions that you do.
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